A message to the ‘awaken’…we get it!

To all of you out there who know what’s really going on…to all the “conspiracy theorists”.

Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.

Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.

If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone. No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realisation that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE.

The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught – ALL LIES.

Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.

With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”. Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too.

Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on BS, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.

Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance – because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh. 

Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone. 

There is no way to sugarcoat it – Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions. 

You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.

Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.

Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, but you also have an entire tribe standing with you.

We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit. ❤️  

Author Unknown

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  1. Yeah it’s such a curse to be a complete nut job who’s wife divorced you and your children won’t even speak to you. I mean, I don’t get it because I haven’t thrown my life away for a joke. But I’m sure all your readers do!

    1. Troll alert! (eye roll)
      Lets hope BabyBackAgainRibs is one of Dan’s paid trolls – and doesn’t actually believe that these types of random and desperate ad hominem attacks are effective.
      Dude, you’re trying too hard.

  2. Thank you to Author Unknown.
    It is very lonely out here and I remind myself daily how fortunate I really am to actually be awake.
    It is incredible that so many people are in a deep sleep, some in a coma!
    Yet I understand that in many cases this deep sleep is a protective measure as the truth is so terrible.
    It is terrible to realise how wicked our perpetrators really are, and how our governments are lying and deceiving us.
    Waking up may come to some eventually, hopefully.

  3. Not sure there is any point in taking a total moron serious. I just hope that one day, when you crawl out from under your rock you will not face the brutality of the situation the world is facing fight now! That said I respect your view. I just wish you could express yours with a bit of respect and humility.

    1. Fred, this person clearly is just a troll and has commented on many posts so far. They are a troll that doesn’t understand the community here is very strong, totally committed and knows the truth. The troll may eventually realise they are wasting their time here but in the meantime it is quite entertaining to see the desperation of this troll and how innocuous they are.

  4. The words of Unknown really resonate deeply. It is VERY hard being awake. One DOES feel so isolated and it is like living in a kind of parallel land where people around you look normal, but when you scratch the surface, they are blindly complying and believing, unquestioningly, all the lies and counter factual evidence.

    The just won’t see; the won’t engage, and they won’t THINK.
    And, as so many of us now are threatened with losing our jobs ( jobs which we have safely been doing all through the faux pandemic, it feels even worse to be so aware.

    You can’t unknow what you know. But it seems as if so many have forgotten basic biology and seem incapable of researching or critical thinking of ANY kind.

    One doesn’t need to be an expert to realise that the inconsistencies are like a red beacon, they are so obvious. And yet, they don’t get it.
    Thank God for RDA and NEU and groups like this which keep us sane. Oh and Cardinal Vigoni has much to say on the lies and spin being perpetrated world wide on all of its citizens. Helps to hear true spoken so eloquently.

    This is a GREAT interview ( you don’t need to be Catholic!) and I highly recommend it.